been sooo negative lately. it's soo bad, and it always happens at holiday time. not emo, not depressed just like. shitty and bored. i think thats it! BORED - i think i should just write a list of things that make me happy right now. then i can see how lucky i am. especially when heaps of shit stuff is happening around the world. oh oi i went on the hospital volunteer website today and i was all keen then i saw that you have to be 18. how is that fair. time to give blood again i think!